Overwhelmed with life

[Donna Bills]

Hi Everyone, I don't know what to say or do but I am having a problem and don't know where else to get help the problem I am having is I am having alot of phobia's right now even driving I get really scared I am very depressed and I just am having a problem going on what can I do I just started getting disablitly payments and I am afraid they will see me driving and I told them I couldn't drive I feel so guility about everything is there something I can do thank you Donna

[Lisa Cunningham]

Donna, I just joined this site today.

Did you say you couldn't drive just to get a check? If not, stop your fear now.

MY GUESS:At the time of application for disability income, you could not drive or do much else for yourself, therefore you did not lie.

Perhaps it's like going to the doctor: you feel sick until the morning of your doctor's appt. then your body starts to feel better, yet you still go to the doctor. Whatever the case, guilt can cause other things to generate inside of us.

ANOTHER GUESS: You have developed phobias because of fear developed from the root cause guilt. Forgive yourself. Be prepared to handle life if your driving was exposed. Release yourself FROM THIS GUILT for your betterment. Personally, I don't like spiders however, I am often facinated by their intricate web making which often inspires me to draw similar designs when painting. I still prefer they live outside my house! lol..

I'm not sure if this gives you another perspective but I had to try. I pray you have peace.
Lisa/LaRae

[Donna Bills]

Thank you Lisa I did drive when I applied for disability it is just that it has gotten worse I am afraid of everything when I am driving you are right I have developed phobia's from the guilt I yelled at my husband so bad because I knew something was wrong and it wouldn't let me take him to the hospital that night and the next day it was already getting to late anyway I am trying to go on but very hard kinda like climbing a big hill and never getting to the top

[Jeanne Christie]

Hi Donna,
Don't worry- if anyone sees you- you've just learnt!!!
Did you know that scientists have discovered that there are13 dimensions?
Fear exists on only 1 of them!!!!
Take yourself off the dimension of fear and live in JOY- that is what we are here to do!
Lots of Love
Jeanne
xx

[Serena Ellis]

I m sorry that you are going through this bad experience. I think its just bad time in your life and don't think you are alone. We are always here for you. Its just bad time which comes in everyone's life.
I also shared my bad experience with you. My uncle passed 3years ago and its really shocked me because its a suddenly death. I never think like this. After his death I was really depressed all time and really tensed. After passing some time everything was fine. Be strong and I pray to God for giving you encourage.
May God bless you.

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