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My parents died 2 years apart. I did very bad mentally when my father passed suddenly. My mother, I was sure would be around for a long time, then got the cancer diagnoses. She passed in about 6 weeks. I tried to "pretend" she didnt die and tried to be a better "trooper" about it. but I miss them so badly, I cant hardly stand it sometimes.. I suppose I am getting "use" to it, but still havent fou…